As if...

I think of tomorrow as if its all i have
Planning my life as if its my last chance
Not knowing there are many days to follow
Thinking as if my life is an age way past the days Ive lived
Becoming the adult I have yet to grow into
Feeling as if the here and now is al there is for me
The thoughts of the child I once was have drifted away
My dreams of tomorrow have become the thoughts of the past
Growing into something I said I would never would
Getting caught up in everything around me building a shield
A shield to block out the things that I fear the most
The fear of falling and not knowing how to get up
The fear of being broken and not being able to pick up the pieces
The fear of becoming something Im not
But how can you learn to walk without taking the risk of falling
Bumps and bruises are apart of growing and heal with time
Taking the chance with me and my life is something that has to be done
Leaving the life that has been so easy to live is the hardest
But whoever said life was easy to begin with
If it was so easy everyone would be doing it
Right?